Life is weird. You can be boppin’ along, day after day, working, cooking, knitting (oh, that’s just me?), getting together with friends and family and then – BAM! Life changes.
It’s happened to me a few times over the years and, you guessed it, it just happened again. But this time, I’ve been in a really weird headspace.
This particular BAM! came about when I was one of two staff at the church I attend who was laid off in July. I’ve been unemployed before, twice, years ago. I know what emotions I’m supposed to be feeling right now: fear, anger, guilt, shame, etc. etc. in varying amounts and at random times.
But all I can claim is a truly inexplicable peace and a sense of hope and adventure coming my way… and no, Granny, it isn’t because I’ve met a guy<3.
I have confidence in my skills and talents and my ability to recognize opportunity when it grabs my hand and whispers “Run!” – but I don’t think that’s where these feelings are coming from. I think my relationship with God is ‘paying off’, lol.
Those previous times when I was unemployed? Good Great things came from them: I matured – and yes, we should all be thankful I’m not 22 anymore. I gained experience in being human, which is always a win. But really and truly, when I look back at my early 20s, I know that the most valuable thing I learned is to trust God. He’s got this. I truly believe that God works all things together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose.
“And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.”
Romans 8:28
Because if there is one thing I know it is that God is perfect and I am not. And I much prefer it that way.
“God’s way is perfect.
All the Lord’s promises prove true.
He is a shield for all who look to him for protection.” Psalm 18:30
So… I’m having fun right now. I’m baby-sitting cute kids, stocking up on handmade crafts to sell for Christmas, and learning how to write a blog. I’m even in the middle of the application process for WGU. And, as the blog title suggests, I’m bringing you all along for the ride. My life is an adventure and this is my open book!